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I’m not usually one for these but I feel there’s a few things I need to make a stand on in my life. And sorry if this is a bit whine-y, but cant have things to improve without faults.
I’ve kinda stopped seeing people outside of my lectures or gamers socials, and stopped seeing people I saw a lot of last year. I think this has kinda fuelled my dip into this abject mood i’ve been in for the past few months. Probably caused by not wanting to go out when the weathers been shit and/or Skyrim. Pretty important if I dont want to turn into the wreck I was at school again. Maybe i could of had the foresight to move into a house with people who invited me out to things, but can’t do much about that now.
Related resolutions
Stop devoting so much time to games (Looking at you Skyrim and Minecraft)
Stop neglecting going to Socials (Nerdfighters, Scifi, Rocksoc Etc.)
Talk to more people on Facebook and texts
Similar to the slumps ive been through in the past, I feel like my grades have been slipping as i’ve stoped caring about putting effort into anything. I dont want to flunk out of uni, despite how much I question if I should actually be here. And pick up some more work at Odeon or get another job if I dont get a permanent one there.
Related Resolutions
Stop devoting so much time to games (skyrim you enableing bastard)
Possibly Rap or R&B. My music library has stagnated, I need more new stuff in it.
Ha, yeah right, like that’s ever going happen. The day i quit my self centred spite will probably be the day breath quits my lungs and movement leaves my heart. Still, would be nice.
As much chance of happening as the above item. I think to function as a lover, I would need a different history, and I don’t think i’m going to gain the ability to change the past in the next year. I’ve been to paranoid recently of getting into something only to fuck it up, which probably wont help, but I tell myself I don’t need another thing to criticise myself with.
“If I Have The Time” Resolutions
Learn a language (preferably German)
Work out more
Make a start on writing down one of my stories